B r e a k i n g

I want to yell

scream

cry

And die

I want to edmonish myself
for a thousand hundred time

I'm not pathetic

Nor a piece of shit

I can do better

I will survive

It's easier said than done

aar/Oct 16,2019

Closet CRUSH

If i could have just one wish

I could wish

to feel your heart 

beating with mine

It can't be anything

I worship

It can't be anyone

I adore

but you.

aar/Sept 2, 2019

Hujan

Hujan

Ketika hadir di tengah perjalananku

Lewat nada rintiknya

Persis bait-bait puisiku

Dingin, lusuh

Kelak

Jatuh menitis dihatimu

Lalu menghilang

Dan tak akan kuingat lagi

aar/May 4, 2019

Nectar Of Hate

It is a curse

Hatred

And ire

Instead

It was a blessing before

And passion

So profound

aar/Apr/2019

The Magnificent Wish

You are occupied

Shooting the stars

Seducing the moon

For endowment

To the Emperor

While I'm at the edge

Planting the rainbow

Taming the universe

Building LOVE

For your next birthday gift

aar/Feb 13, 2019

Relapse

Your frantic eyes

Went harmonious

When you look at me

The wail when you smile

Tells unbearable agony

That I can't poll

Those tears when you're laughing

Tells no more bliss but rage

And once again

I'm the abandon angel

You never notice

aar/Feb 8, 2019

LOVE potion

You emerge from thin air

Wore a brand new

Pair of earring

With purple highlighted hair

And your smile

Like a bucket of roses

You made me believe

More magic than illusion

aar/Feb 5, 2019

Barrier

You invade

every valor in me

Blasted the walls

I'm dying to construct

Keep on coming back

around my sense

Just to hark back me

where I belong?

aar/Jan 24, 2019

Another You

She is livid

like hurricane

Rumbling at them

like thunder

But she is nice to me

like i'm the futile

aar/Jan 10,2019

The Familiar Stranger

My heartbeat

palpitating to shatter.

After the door shut.

We walked away without a glimpsed,

like we used to spare,

 for each other.

We are friends once,

and The Familiar Stranger for-ever.

Nothing more

Nothing less






aar/Jan 6, 2019